its almost 3am and i am a bit tipsy and someone just asked me "can i date you?"... do guys usually ask that? i have been asked with that question for the first time in my entire life.. what do i answer..? i said no..

hell yeah, i did. ewan ko ba. i think i am just scared because i havent been exactly in the dating scene for quite sometime now and i dont really think i am ready at the moment. am i willing to give it a try? i dont really know...

i might. i might not. i may find out in a couple of days though. as for now, i like talking to him. i like having arguments with him. i like the poems he wrote.

hay naku. who knows? who knows? i dont...



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now, i just asked someone... "are you willing to risk it?" and he said," yes, i am. i am willing to risk it all. i've risked it once, i am willing to risk it again." gosh. i wish someone would say those things to me. hehe.

but no. that was my friend talking about some girl he had been courting for almost a year now. yep he's willing to risk it all. so now its all up to this girl. haaay, i hope the girl realizes what she's missing!

and speaking of risks, if ever someone IS willing to risk it all for me, i would have to think if i can do the same for him. kasi i am a bit conscious of my actions now. i not only think once, i think twice and thrice. i've learned my lesson (the freakin hard way) so i am very careful of my actions now. not only for myself but for the entire mankind as well. hehe.

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i hope made sense... wahaha!