bored and surviving

Its been a while since I really took time to update my blog. Its been a while because nothing significant has been happening to me lately. Its been the same thing for the past couple of months. Work and work and more work. Out of town shows. Tapings and shootings and pictorials and all that showbiz stuff that seemed to have taken its toll on me. I've been doing these for the past two years and its getting to such a bore. Sundays wasted on waiting for that one gap for a live noontime show. Going to unknown territories and staying there for hours without doing anything but wait and wait some more. Mall shows and fiestas in almost all the major cities in the country. It's not so bad. It's just that I don't see any growth in it. I don't feel like I can do these things for ten years more. It's not that appealing to me anymore. Don't ask me why because I absolutely don't have any explanation. Or maybe I am just bored out of my wits. There's no challenge anymore. I think... My boss will be on leave for two months once she gives birth so that'll keep me occupied for the time being. But I've done that last year and I survived. I know I can be boss-less for two months, I can make it on my own. But this is a different boss so... Hmmmn.. I'll see.

My table's a mess and I'm not even exerting any effort to clean it up. Because if I do, it'll be too clean and I'll be too paranoid because its too clean so I'll mess it up again. Oh crap, what am I supposed to do? I'm just not myself lately. Yesterday while driving, I almost got hit twice. But luckily, I was able to avoid the cars so here I am, alive and kicking; bored and surviving.

torments

How do you hold on to someone you’ve never met?

I came across this quote from a poster of an upcoming movie. And it got me thinking. How do you hold on to someone you’ve never met? How could anyone cling to the idea of meeting, in some time in the future, a person whom they believe is their partner, their soul mate, their destiny? And would you even wait for someone whose existence is unknown to you?

Why would anyone spend and waste their time waiting for a person they’ve never come across? Why would someone desire to experience and go through life with this person?

Why? And how?

so far... its been 60 things

[x] I have eaten more than 5 meals a day.(^^;)
[x] I have read a lot of books.
[x] I have been on some sort of varsity team.
[ ] I have run more than 2 miles without stopping.
[] I have been to Canada.
Total = 3

[] I have been to Europe.
[x] I have watched cartoons for hours.
[x] I have tripped UP the stairs.
[x] I have fallen down an entire flight of stairs.
[] I have been snowboarding/skiing.
Total = 3

[x] I have played ping pong.
[x] I swam in the ocean.
[] I have been on a whale watch.
[x] I have seen fireworks.
Total =3

[x] I have seen a shooting star.
[] I have seen a meteor shower.
[x] I have almost drowned.
[x] I have been so embarrassed I wanted to disappear.
Total = 3

[x] have listened to one cd over & over & over again.
[x] have had stitches.
[x]I have been on the honor roll.
[] I have had frostbite.
[] I have licked a frozen pole and got stuck there
[x]I have stayed up til 2 doing homework/projects.
[x] I currently have a job.
[x] I experienced ice skating.
[x] I have been rollerblading.
[x] I have fallen flat on my face.
Total = 8

[x] I have tripped over my own two feet.
[] I have been in a fist fight.
[x] I have played videogames for more than 3 hours
straight.
[x] I have passed out from being drunk.
[x] I have watched power rangers.
total = 4

[x] I do attend Church regularly.
[x] I have played truth or dare.
[x] I have already had my 16th birthday.
[x] I have already had my 17th birthday.
[] I've lost weight since one year ago.
Total = 4

[x] I've called someone stupid. And meant it.
[x] I've been in a verbal argument.
[x] I've cried in school.
[] I've played basketball on a team.
Total = 3

[] I've played baseball on a team.
[] I've played football on a team.
[] I've played soccer on a team.
[] I've done cheerleading on a team.
[] I've played softball on a team.
[x] I've played volleyball on a team.
[]I've played tennis on a team.
[] I've been on a swim team.
[] I've been on a golf team.
Total = 1

[x] I've been swimming more than 20 times in my
life.
[] I've bungee jumped.
[] I've climbed a rock wall.
[x] I've called myself an idiot.
[x]I've cried myself to sleep.
[] I've had (or have) pets.
Total = 3

[] I've owned a spice girls cd.
[x] I've owned a britney spears cd.
[x] I've owned an N*Sync cd.
[x] I've owned a backstreet boys cd.
Total = 3

[x] I've been in the newspaper.
[x] I've been on TV.
Total = 2

[ ] I've been to Hawaii.
[x] I've eaten sushi.
[x]I've been on the other side of a waterfall.
[x] I've watched all of the Lord of the Rings movies.
[x] I've watched all of the Harry Potter movies.
Total = 4

[] I've watched all of the Rocky movies.
[x] I've watched the 3 stooges.
[x] I've watched "Newlyweds" Nick & Jessica.
[x] I've watched Looney Tunes.
[] I've been stuffed into a locker.
Total = 3

[x] I've been called a geek.
[x] I've studied hard for a test and got a bad grade.
[x] I've not studied at all for a test and aced it.
Total = 3

[x] I've hugged my mom within the past 24 hrs.
[x] I've met a celebrity/music artist.
[x] I've written poetry.
[] I've been arrested.
Total = 3

[x] I've been tickled till I've cried.
[x] I've had/have siblings.
[x]I've been to a rock concert.
Total = 3

[x] I've listened to classical music and enjoyed it.
[x] I've been in a play.
[] I've been picked last in gym class.
[x] I've been picked first in gym class.
[x] I've been picked in that middle-range in gym class.
Total = 4

i have lived through 60 things in my entire life... ala lang.