moving on...

finally.

i am able to wake up this morning without thinking of wanting to be with him.

yes, i am over him. at last.

send off party at OJs

with Ms. Karen of Karanina who treated us to a very grand time at OJ's in Libis last August 19, 2005.



Ate Gidg's cheeks are super pink!! Humabol pa si Kuya Alan. =)




Xempre, pagdating, picture picture agad! That's me, ate grace, ate thess, ate patty and ate portia.


This is d bounce girl, Maoui. She arrived just before midnight.... Better late than sorry, right? I guess she enjoyed it naman. She even sang with the band and found some cuties to sing with her. Lol.






Ate Patty and I stayed pa until about 3am because I thought that Maoui would want us to but she enjoyed this company of her newly found "friends" so we decided to grab tea first before finally heading home.

Kelan kaya mauulit 'to? Sana buong office naman para masaya.. Sana, wish ko lang talaga, sa bday ni Echo ulit!!! Wish, wish, wish!!! Hehehe...

Unbreakable

She listens for the sounds of the city
And peacefully sits back, knowing that tomorrow
Will just be another busy day.
She thrives in this; this is the blood
That gives her life.
Work.
That's what it was from then on.
Never underestimates and always on the lookout.
She keeps herself guarded from other people's feelings.
Once, she became too attached to people and
It broke her heart.
She was let down.
Again.
She vowed never to let her feelings show,
Never to show compassion.
In the following days and months, she learned,
Or rather, re-learned
How to numb herself from the environment
She's surrounding herself with.
She closed off from people, she retracted
From the very root of her recent dilemma.
She took her heart back from the
People she so freely gave it to.
What's the use of putting your feelings
On the line if people relentlessly step on it?
The walls are up.
Yet again.

assholes and dickheads

i just had an interesting night out with a good friend from college. it was a spur-of-the-moment thing coz first of all, its been a long while since we last saw each other (aside from the times we saw each other in church) and second, my friend just had a really bad day. so after the service, we decided to meet up and grab a few drinks. there were supposed to be five of us but since it was a sudden thing, it ended up with just the two of us.

this is the story. and i really thought i had it that bad... well, i guess mine's worse but well, everyone's got their own opinion, so heck. anyway, my friend likes this guy whom my friend met at some office training. it was all cool at first, they were texting and all; they and some office people went out and stuff like that. basta, the bottom line is, everyone in their office knew that my friend like this guy. btw, the guy is from the same company but different branch. so then, some nights ago, my friend's officemate named dixie said that she and the guy are going out that night. okei, at this point, when my friend was telling me this, i was like, whoa?! they're going out and just the two of them?!? i know the officemates had the same reaction and if only i can raise one eyebrow, i would. and so dixie and the guy went to this place in mandaluyong (i'm not saying where, trying to keep in privy kuno) and guess what?!? something happened between the two of them! and i was like, whaddaf?!?!

so, being the good friend that i am, i helped my friend knock down a couple of beers to shake the feeling off but of course, and its like a big DUH?!, those wouldn't exactly wash away the hurt. so we analyzed the situation which was more complicated than i thought. that guy is suck a dick. and i am not sorry for the term this time. he is a major asshole. and dixie is such a... okei, i will not use an adjective for her coz she doesn't deserve any and no word in the english language would compensate for that hideous thing she did to my friend. she knew that my friend likes the guy! and still she went out with him alone, got drunk and actually had sex with the guy. sheesh, what a friend. and btw, she's got a husband and a 10 year-old kid waiting at home.

so for those pricks who just want to kick it with some girl, just holla coz i know someone who can get it with ya. crap.


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i know another asshole na nagparamdam na naman sa akin kahapon. haaay naku. yun lang ang masasabi ko. pasensya na kung natatawag ko na siyang asshole ngayon. apparently, he is to me now.

i already have one asshole. i don't need another. kei?


p.s.
such strong words used here. oh well.

birthday ni ate ana

<-----kahit ulan, susuungin makakain lang. hahaha. it was raining that night but heck, who cares?! group pic of those who made it to marikina, hehe. but where's the bday girl?? i think ate ana took this picture.

oh there's ate ana! with the white shirt, left side of the pic. the lechon was fab! love it! si kuya jerry nagkamay na pati si ate joy. ---->










after a few minutes, ate ana's alagas arrived and simula na ng inuman na parang sa amin lang ni ate patty umikot. hehe. but we didn't stay long coz everyone's got work the following day (and may baby pa si ate joy, hehe) so we went home early naman. i do hope ate ana enjoyed her bday though coz the night was so "revealing" especially for ate jing. teehee! cheers yo!

oh my gosh, its been a long time since i last posted here. oh well, that goes to show that nothin's up with me, really. har. okei okei. so stuff did happen and well, i guess i'm back to tell ya all about it.

GUY # 1

WHY i even like this guy, i don't know. heck, i've known him since i was a baby, literally! we were nieghbors once and his mom and my mom are best friends. we even worked together before and i helped him get that job. and now, we both work at different tv networks but i still see him once in a while in church and sometimes at social gatherings. so why do i like him?! i don't know! really! he's cute! (though people say that's highly contestable); he's athletic (and again, people would roll their eyes if they hear me say that but he is!); he's smart (yes, not so smart but street smart, that he has) and he's charming. PERIOD WALANG KOKONTRA. again, the question, why do i like him? because his eyes smile when he smiles, pantay pantay yung ipin nya, marunong syang makisama, and basically, we grew up in the same "environment". i wouldn't elaborate on that. =)

THE CATCH: He still has issues over his ex- girlfriend who's getting married in two weeks. Bummer.

GUY #2

oKEi, now this guy... hmmm... i was sooo shocked when i saw him just last month. he changed! he's not the skinny, hollow-cheeked and blood shot eyed punk that he used to look like in high school. no, he changed. physically, he looks yummy! *cringes for the term used* to make the story short, i couldn't help but ogle at him when i saw him in church. man, he's reeking sex-appeal! (the terms ha, kadiri!) WAIT! i just wanna make it clear, he looks better than high school and when i say he's reeking of sex appeal, meaning that's because he didn't have any way back. haha, sama ko. ANYWAY, as my best friend told me, he did seem nice to look at but he still has this aura of stupidity. as in an airhead. well, i argued he doesn't seem like one because i checked out his friendster page and i marveled at how "intelligent" he sounded. (his grammar is correct, that's major pogi points.) but, being the best friend that florie is, she told me to forget about him and look the other coz he's not gonna pass my standards. then i said, diss the standards! that's when cza and the kampons came in...

THE CATCH: Papa siya ng bading! literally, this gay person buys him stuff like: cell phone, play station 2, trip to boracay and bangkok, fitness first membership, lacoste outfits, watches and get this, he bought him a car!!! and just recently, he had his birthday and the gay gave him tickets to singapore! man, how can i even compete with that?! and sooo, I bailed before my head aches. and can i say, eeew?!

GUY #3

oKEI, people are gonna burn me for even posting about this guy. for the record, i really thought that i was over him. and maybe, somehow i am. BUT i saw him earlier today and my heart skipped a beat... yun na.


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aside from those "thrilling" experiences, i have been busy making earrings again. and for those of you who would happen to pass by ROCKWELL TENT on August 27 & 28, please to swing by our booth (i still don't know the details yet, will post about it when its near na). We'll be selling clothes, shoes and accessories at very affordable prices. Its a VINTAGE CLOTHES BAZAAR so if vintage appeals to ya, drop by ka naman jan.


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Song of the moment:

SA KANIYA

originally sung by Ogie Alcasid, revived by Sharon Cuneta, Side A and recently M.Y.M.P.

Dahil wala akong makita lyrics, yun na yun...